I needa rant for a second about how much i love my parents.

I definetely dont say it enough but they do so much for me and I am just now realizing how much i am going to miss them. These last few weeks have been super hectic for me and my mom has basically been there creating a path through the mud and I cannot thank her enough. She is the best momma I could ever ask for!! This thursday was my 18th birthday and we went and got matching tattoos of a momma owl and a baby owl and I could not be happier with how they turned out :) I love that she will always be with me now even though im moving away in a couple months. I am so completely thankful and in awe of how much she has done for me and how much she has been there for me. She spends all her hard earned money just to get me nice things like tinted windows for my car and my new ink and a 400 dollar birthday dinner (best steak everrrrr) and plus my 500 dollar prom dress and all the other shit that goes with it and then on top of that goes and surprises me at dinner with a brand new pair of tiffany earrings and necklace and I just about lost my marbles. I love her so much and she does so much for me and I can’t imagine life without her in it. She keeps me grounded and is my rock. and always will be. 

Then theres my dad. He isn’t the mushy gushy type but he lets me be me and never wants anything but to make me happy. He word so hard for me to have nice things and I never say thank you enough but I will now. I love him and I know he loves me back even though he isn’t mushy gushy enough to admit it. He makes sure I have everything I ever want or need and he goes above and bend to make me and my mom happy on a daily basis. yea, we have big fights along the way but im starting to realize that he is an amazing dad and I will always love him for everything he has done for me and everything he will do for me in the future. 

I am not a “talk about my feelings” kinda person. I never cry and I never do things like this. But i had to rant and this is the perfect place for that. I love my momma and dad so much and they are the besets parents i could ever ask for. Im so thankful for them and I am for sure going to start showing it more. 

im done now haha :)